I really don’t know how to welcome you’ all to my new site on wordpress. I’ve been here over 3 years posting random blogs on ‘Every Little Help’ blog page; which I generally deleted because of my anxiety.
I am a believer of Good Things. I’d received a lot of love from different parts of world! I’ll and I am always be thankful, Grateful for the love I received in past.
Previously, I’ve been sharing content on every particular random topic. I felt to have an attention on. And received a lot and a lot of heart warming compliments!!
Myself Shraddha. I am 21 years old from Mumbai, India.
My Journey started on wordpress many years back with an Identity ‘Every Little Help’. As I told I received a lot of love compliments from every tiny part of world to also mean and disrespected comments. Specifically, Only from one person!
Since past 4years. I’ve taken their hatred into my own living and involve acting like I hate myself. As I was taking therapy since a year and had diagnosed with Depression. I was trying becoming a good, kind and Extrovert person as I was!
Things weren’t the same as I asked for. I left a long toxic relationship knowing my worth and since I isolated myself for sereval months. My Ex didn’t actually had guts enough till date to tell anyone why I left him. Instead to make himself feel secured in the society, he blames me for acting weird and leaving him behind. And so as his weird – so called friends.
But, I never really cared about their opinions. Because I have been through enough and I know what I worth for instead of making anyone understand about the situation of myself or the behaviour of my stupid Ex!
After that, I have never taken a step foward for so many years to love myself willingly. I used to find peace into my writting telling people ‘why it is important to love yourself’ but in reality, I personally didn’t applied it on myself.
It was a small problem I faced till date and other big issues as well. I never spoke on the problems I have or I had before. I started socializing and getting views of people from different media, different countries on specific or random topic to feel connected to my subconscious mind. I started working professionally to keep myself busy infear of having a depression episode!
Things gone like blinking in a year, I achieved what I wanted to, My Name on Google! Made me so proud of myself. My first interview as a blogger, I gave recently! I got a lot of brand collaboration and beside I got a lot of love for my writtings! I got people! I got audience! As so far, I am today. I will not give up easily on myself. I know what I worth for. And I am willing to make a move for my growth and also prepared to sit down during dark days.
This is me, A lot more strong and a lot more weak. Meet me and my subconscious mindwritten theories on wordpress.
Hopefully the next week!
Love, – Shraddha ♥